belgium / holland

This week we prepare to go back to belgium till 11 may. We go with or friends and familie to the heaven on earth conference in zwolle holland. It will be a great time, last year my mam recived healing from artritis. And for us it has been a great breaktrough and cleanup- stuff in the way.
The streching for us is to see the anointing trough atmosfeer , fun fun , no putting hands on bodys just releasing and reciving. Galatians says we need to stop trusting ourselfs, and just lean to the spirit. I know even for us, this is the big challenge everytime. It says did you recive the spirit and the powers off the kingdom because off you or by LISTENING en REACTING on what you hear. We could be more fruitfull by just listening and goiing for what you hear , as crazy as it seams, but we have seen this working in awfull ways. Its so crazy that we allways go back to where it workt last time. NO, just listen again and go for it afresch. Its so fun and freeing. It has Nothing to do whit how hard we study,or abilities or training or bibelschool. Just recive and go. TRUSTING HIM, Walking with HIM. Its the fear thats keep us small, but its the growing in faith when you go for it. We could save a lot off time listening ,instead organizing it for orselves. We did things we never could organize, just by goiing on a dream or a impression or a sense, or an image in prayer. This needs to be normal life for a child off God, but is it? We all tend to structure,secure ways we know. Its the only way to learn how to filter the voice off the spirit by all the other voices in your head . This needs to be the milk , this is not the meat, this is basic living with papa,its fundamental for all the progression we need to make . I hope for the reformation , the focus is changing. We allready have all things, its the unveiling off christ to us, the blinders are on or eyes. So we need to change perspective in prayer and come from under what we think, into christ reality. Scripture says judgement is all ready over the world, so by what you think,feel and do you will live under that judgement ,the curse off the law.In christ we can come from under that reality in to his freedom by revelation. Its a stepping out, into ,with no effort by ourselfs. So there will only be boasting in his cross. There is nothing gained trough us. Jesus whas the prototype, the son off the father, the new adam to live by, reveal jesus in us.
If we dare to believe that jesus whas the schoulder to start from and not the previous generation, we where called for the bigger then he. Do i have the guts to say im the brother off jesus, im a son off God. Just think off it and feel the war rise in you, but this is exactly what God says about us. For as far i think the change is made is by the presence off the holy spirit and the level off leaning to him. Did scripture not say , those led by the spirit off god are sons and they are like the wind. Wind as representing the freshness of HIS ways and unpredictabel ways.
so far for today!!!!!!!
Tomorow we go for a next visit to salamanca, just before goiing to lisbon for a few days and then leaving with airplane to belgium. We love to see or family, friends and horses.
We would love to bye a pure eyptian mare this year . We would love to go to redding california ,visiting the church off bill jhonson they have a lot off breeders off arabian horses there to. So many dreams still for this year.
But the greatest honnor i would like to give to jesus today for saving me 17 years ago this day, from a hopeless life to such an abundance and fullness, such a hope and friendship. There is no such goodness to find outside HIM. He is a real God for A real life with real challenges, he is the best father i could dream for. he realy turns all for good, thank you jesus. He gives back what they steal from me, and returns what i give. religion sucks, jesus is the real stuff.
greetings yves and regina