Monday, June 8, 2009

update

a lot happend the last weeks, the contract off the bakkeryschop is off. In the proces some things came up witch where not so correct. After seeing the real owner off the building, it seems that there whas a planning to take the building down in 3 years and rebuild it completely new. There whas no garanty to keep the renting contract in the future and the rent would go up with triple the ammount. During the works we would lose income for at least 1 year or more. This whas a blow we didnt expect to come. And for the weeks after ,we lost some orientation . The same time some struggels started arround us in relationships, where we have no hand in it. For us the most important is to keep and stay in peace. When there is no vision or desorientation, the only thing we can do is pray and listen what the spirit is saying. At the same time we experience conversations that end up with the testimony of God working in us and arround us. We could allmost pray for a woman off 44 that whas very sick off cancer to the liver, she is as good as dead. Here friend didnt allow us to pray for her, so this whas a missed oportunity. Because this would be a stretcher , if God raise from the dead, why he would not heal some allmost dead? Shame ,because i felt like a rocket taking off. Or neighbour is becoming a closer and closer friend, he gave us his keys off his appartment in salamanca so we would not pay hotels all the time, and he gave us the keys off his campingcar in portugal if we need some time out. This is a brand new campingcar on a camping with swimmingpool , river, peace, just to good . We thank God for all this blessings through this friend. This year we would like to go to california, visit san fransisco and visit bethel church in redding. If we have time we would like to visit some breeders off arabians SE horses as well. When we listen to every week sermons off bethel church on the internet, the experience there seems so natural, that i ask myself where we miss the ball. I know its dangerous to look at others experience, and not ending up confused. But i remember the first time we whent to toronto, we had no idee. And What have changed since that day, amazing. 1corinthe1:7 says that we need every gift for the revelation off jesus and thats the only motivation for increase in us and the peopel we connect with. Today, we talkt that we need to go for the things we love , or passions. If it whas not for the money , what would we do. Where would we go after. It feels like a invitation! This morning i recived a prophecy, that God asks us if we whant to go in the river or not. The choice is up to us, this night i had a dream. And felt somebody talking to me , he says that we need to go deeper in The voice off the spirit. It told me this whas only the outher level, some insights, some guiding some experience. But he whants me to be more aware for daily and concrete stuff and faster reaction. So 3 times in a differant form, this is GOD. So i take the invitation for real, and i say yes lord we whant your river. We whant to go deeper whatever it takes ,and where ever it leads us. Again............................
lots off love yves and regina

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